Why do people have to go through hell once?
Even if everyone is ultimately saved, is it God's (Buddha's) willingness to see hell once?
Of course, I don't want to see hell either. That's why
"God, please don't put your servant through the temptation."
I pray every day, but if it's God's will that I see hell, then there's nothing I can do. I wish it would be as mild as possible.
But why do I have to see hell?
You often see popular clergymen who call themselves "former gang members" or "former bad boys(girls)". The reason they're so popular is because they understand hell well, having seen it once. If you think about it, how can you save people from hell without knowing it? Surely a "former so-and-so" would understand the feelings of those in hell?
In other words, isn't God's reason for letting us see hell once so that we can save those who are in hell later?
So, what about me? I was the skinniest in my class, so I wasn't particularly good at fighting, and I tried to avoid bad boys as much as possible. I still am. Basically, I'm not good with that kind of people. Well, rabbits, that is. It's the same as how herbivores instinctively sense carnivores and run away like rabbits; it's just a matter of following the survival instinct inherent in living things. God bestows upon the weak the wisdom to survive in their own way.
So, did I go through hell? Well, I guess. That was probably it. I was...
"Online Game Addict"
As I've confessed before, I was addicted to online games, or rather, I played a lot offline too, so I was addicted to games. My wife and kids got fed up with me, and I almost threw my life away. Actually, I've already thrown it away. I've tried to quit so many times before. I threw away my PlayStation three times. That means I had to buy a new one three times. It was serious. After that, I moved to PC gaming, but I continued to try and quit many times, but failed. Whenever I tried to quit, it was always because my wife got mad. Back then, she would break my CDs. It's now been over a year since I quit. It's the longest I've ever been. I've even uninstalled STEAM and all the apps. I hope I can keep going like this.
So I understand how game addicts feel; It's so clear . And addiction isn't limited to games; it could be gambling, alcohol, nicotine, drugs, hosts, underground idols—the symptoms are the same, even if the object is different. It's a straight road to ruin. You're all laughing, but humans have been addicted to money for about 3,000 years.
Well, this story is getting long, so I'll leave it at that for today.
Let love and mercy guide you.
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