The Ramblings of an Online Game Addict

Talking about evil has led me to the topic of addiction, so I guess it's time to talk about myself.


Whether it's drugs, gambling, womanizing, being addicted to hosts, cigarettes (nicotine), or alcohol, once you get addicted you can't quit. I understand that feeling very well. Because I'm one of those addicts. What addiction am I addicted to?


Online game addiction


I don't think the game itself is evil because it doesn't provide profits to criminal organizations, but once you get addicted you throw your life away. It was fun. Controlling the Japanese Navy destroyers Shimakaze, Kagero, and Fubuki and sinking enemy battleships and aircraft carrier players one by one with my proud oxygen torpedoes, I felt relieved and proud. But it seems I went a little too far. Before I knew it, I had become a net game addict. And my wife and children lost patience with me.


I got punished.


I got punished for my retreat. It's divine punishment. So, I was feeling horny and wanted to write another prayer blog, but before that, there was something I had to do. I had to apologize to my wife and children.


Yes, I kept apologizing to my wife and trying to make her happy for over two months. I finally managed to fix things, but this has happened many times before. Every time, I would stop, but once the heat died down, I'd think "it's okay to do it for a little while," and it was all back to square one. It's a pattern of addiction. But this time was the worst, so I want to quit once and for all. But how long will I last? It'll be interesting to see.


But I am grateful to God. I think I was relying on him a little too much. To God, that is, to Buddha.


At times like that, he punishes me properly.


I am grateful.


But I never thought there would be a trap like this!


So I can really understand the feelings of all the addicts who can't quit. It's really difficult to quit once you're addicted.


So it's best not to touch drugs, cigarettes, or alcohol if possible. It's best not to touch evil. You really can't quit, you can't stop. This is just the ramblings of an online game addict, but...

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